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To give up and lose faith.


This passage talks to me about how we are never satisfied, how some things in our lives amount to nothing and how this can make us lose hope. Life can be hard for us sometimes but I believe that without God it can be harder and we end up just existing, but it doesn't have to be that way, if only we took more notice of God and believed. 

I try to understand why bad things happen and how some people can be so poisonous to go out and commit horrific crimes and the world seems like it is in such a mess, of course this affects me but there are good people out there, doing good for the world and for others and spreading positivity and love, we just need to take a moment to notice it. 

It is difficult to keep your faith in such a sinful, corrupt world, we might lose hope in humanity sometimes and it would be so easy to use that as an excuse to give up on God but God teaches us that the day of judgement will come and people will receive their punishment.

But I will not lose hope, I will not deny my God, or stop believing or lose faith, because to lose faith would mean losing hope and losing hope means giving up on life and life is a great thing to just give up. 

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